Connecting The Dots
Again, it has been a while since I have posted on here. A lot has been happening around and within me. Living now full time as a woman publicly has brought a sense of peace and contentment to me internally in ways I have never felt before internally. No matter what hardships I may incur as a result of this life change, it is a decision I could never regret. To have such a personal sense of peace like no other is at once reaffirming and calming. There is no way that anyone who is not transgender could understand the feeling of dysphoria in not being able to live authentically to their own sense of self. Likewise, there was no way I could have known how comfortable it was for those born into a gender that fits from birth.....until now. Now I understand what I was feeling before; the anxiety, the withdrawal from society, the angst and pensiveness. The lack of comfortability in others who felt ill at ease with me as a person playing the male role ...