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Tuesday, July 10, 2012

A Surprising Week - Coming Out to a Friends Young Daughter and a Job Offer

What an amazing past few days.....  

 It was without my looking for one, that just this past week, I was offered a job as my true self, as Christen.  
Although my life is not at a point to undertake such a realm at this juncture, perhaps one day it will.   I find it so reassuring that there are many who believe in who I am, perhaps more so than I ever have felt I believed could be within myself.   

It was also in this past weekend  that I was able to have the the opportunity to come forward as my true self to the family of a very close friend.  

I will admit, that I was terrified as to how their 11 year old daughter would respond to me..... this, a girl who who does not know the meaning of the word transgender nor that I am.  This, a girl who I am told does not often warm up to others she has known for years, found a special place cuddling next to me on the couch in the span of a few hours.   I was terrified that she would not understand, when, on the very next day that I would see her again on a mountain hike we were to do with myself in male mode.   To my very amazement, when I saw her again, I was still the same person.... I was Christen, albeit with shorter hair and no makeup.... but I was the same exact person to her as I was when I was the fully decked out woman she had just met the day before.   

I can not fully express the feelings of elation, of relief and of amazement in which others have found trust in the truth of character of who I am.   The shell of the person who presents means little when others seek to understand and come to realize the nature of the true soul of a person.   I am just simply in awe of so many things!