2.20.10 - Nightmares and Dreams
The dreams are getting worse. I've had disturbingly vivid dreams for the past two months which seem to repeat, over and over night after night. They all seem to be following the same pattern and in each dream I always see myself - my feminine self. I'm usually just dressed casually - nothing special. Usually it's just nice feminine jeans and boots and a fashionalby feminine top. There is nothing sexual in the dreams - I just am myself. I'm going about what I would normally do but as a female. The pattern of the dreams changed recently and I started to find myself dreaming vivid dreams again as my male self. The dreams I have as my male self are strikingly vivid and almost always disturbing. The latest of these dreams was a series of disturbances, like waves, which when I awoke, left me disturbed for much of the day today. At first I dreamed of skunks - large furry black skunks with white stripes. They were all around me and slowly plodding their way toward m...